Feeling nothing under your chest... you may think at first place that it's all by normal, but when you think and think about it you start wondering and realize that something must probably be wrong... but what is it? Emptiness, loneliness or ... or nothing else. Why do I feel lonely and empty? Why do I think that those feelings are wrong? Why do I even question myself about it?
I got no words, no ideas to express these feelings, all I know is that something is pressed hard under my chest just in the up-middle left side of my chest, is it my heart? But why? Why does it get pressed? As I blankly stare at things to try to find an answer I feel it tightening up without any valuable reason. I close my eyes, I breathe deeply enough to feel dizzy, enough to make myself at ease and forget about my heart pressure but for the first time it doesn't work, the thing that I usually do to feel better in all the circumstance is a typical failure right now. Are you ... could you be the reason why I'm feeling this? ♬